wtf is patience when my heart is racing

"Truth's got me against the ropes, semi-conscious with no boxing skills."

& ill never win.

re-sent-ment

"Resentment is like taking poison
& hoping the other person dies."

dear heaven,

I shouldn't love you the way that I do.. If I could tell you just once how I felt, then you would know that in itself is enough to make the ice on your heart melt.. So, my love for you is taboo & it's the sweetest. How can I feel as I do? I'm lost in someone that's an image of you..

Lmfao

"Why do I need to know this?"

1. Make a claim.
2. Support that.
3. Warrant that.

If you can’t warrant what you’re saying, shut the fuck up.It's always so intriguing to look at things that were once so beloved and wonder how the fkc you ever loved them

will life ever be sain again

I hate that some nights when I lay down to go to sleep, I can’t coax my mind into slowing down even just enough for me to fall asleep. Running, running, always running .When I say beautiful things, I’m not necessarily living them; when I live them, the beautiful thing is that words aren’t necessary.
~

well,

You tell me where to go and though I might leave to find it, I’ll never let your head hit the bed without my hand behind it
"I reach the end and hit rewind."
_____________________________-- Again, & again, & again

secret #12

Its okay to be lonely sometimes, i've learned so much by being lonely.I had become, with the approach of night, once more aware of loneliness & time - those two companions without whom no journey can yield us anything

Ctrl + Alt+ Life

"Birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don’t speak bird."

sometimes words dont work

& if I did have a choice, I’d never want to live forever, just let me have a voice so I can make my points, I can’t imagine running a race with no finish line, just let me keep my pace & make to most of my time, I love giving but I’m bad at receiving, the truth is, I’d prefer to be the one bleeding, but I’m a paranoid that stays between play and work, cautious and aware, ‘cause I’m afraid of being hurt, which brings me to the issue, and that would be this: how often must I ask myself why I exist? I feel like a freak, this world is a circus, just trying to find myself as well as my purpose.

It's as simple as ..

Mind

________

Matter

^^^
its as simple as, Mind Over Matter
those who matter don't mind
& those who mind don't matter

Love = Lame

"I'm shook; I know, I pushed when I should've pulled.. Took it all back if I could, I put that on my soul. & I would make a top-notch good listener if you could block off a little time out to give it here. Since we went our separate paths, I've hit a couple snags that remind me of the past. I can't front, I'm havin' a blast..but, damned if I ain't afraid of how long it's gonna last. Sittin' here, wishin' we could kick it.. Give me your opinions, I do miss the criticisms. I didn't mean to be distant; make a visit. I'll wait up & keep the coffee brewin' in the kitchen..but, who am I jokin' with? There's no way that you & I will ever get to re-open it. It doesn't matter, this is more than love..& maybe if I'm lucky

Unfortunately

My nerves are like piano strings, the world just pounding out some crazy bullshit, waiting for the reverb.since you're gone, all I can do is try to repay you.. Giving someone priceless & immortal love.. The kind that sends your soul flying through the heavens-that I received from you,now my life has a purpose.."

I wish I knew what to say..

Hush

"..'cause we keep it on thee,
'cause we keep it on thee.."

Numb

everything is still, nothing can move
like im through with everything in view
lonely, no one to hold me, own me
can you feel the pain im with deep down below me
i wanna cry ..SCREAM but can anybody hear me?
subliminal messages for my pain can you see?
it isn't normal to me, that my insides are cold
like my heart has lies breathing on it there's
nothing else to be told i've been through it before
love is now disclosed & i jus don't wanna know ...
i cant feel it, i hear it, see it, touch it
more tears to come
I'm Numb