My Life

straight from the block i been hustlin my way to do
exactly what you see me doing
well let me tell you bout the life that i live
& how my struggles had me screwing up
i made mistakes in my past jus like others
i learned the real from the fake sisters to my brothers
you know we all fall down but ima bout getting up
& im gonna lay it down & tell you whats up
i never had a dad who fall for my love & passion
cus he never thought success could come from music lessons
so i step on that, words from my step dad
& now i found, my blood in him
its okay, its okay
got pregnant at 17, with no baby daddy to intervene
im all on my own, with no body at home
now im stuck between education that aint complete
how do i feed my baby & keep standing on my own 2 feet
i aint got no experience to raise a child
my mom specifically said to wait a while
felt i couldn't live life no more, but got hard & went out the door
& i jus wanna sing, forget the bling bling
cus it aint gon make me something
do you ever think about life or what chu gon do
this is the real shit, its up to know to
make sure you know what your doing in life
cus im tryna get where im tryna get
& im gonna be okay
Will You?

Best I Could Do

baby boy its way to late, nothing to negotiate
its over all my moves to make, cus this love is a state on me
when we were one we didn't value all the love we had
hurting each other its so obvious we wouldn't last
nothing to work out theres no passion anymore
i don't know what i was fighting for
i jus cant turn my back on you
cus my love for you is true
but there is nothing left to do
cus our time is up im through
i been wishing & wishing, i been patiently waiting
all my time i been wasting
but you may never know cus your eyes are closed
i realized im a woman who needs to be treated a different way
a different me would love you, but can you love me like i would
like i would love me, like i would love you?
im so emotional baby boy, i just want you

his presence embrace me
loving so greatly
i miss the way we
use to sit up all night
& talk about nothing
on the phone ..

how could you be so weak when you know
you deserve so much better
the best i could do
is warn & inform you

Just... That Special Person:


its the best feeling when at the end of the day you know you have that special someone to turn to. That special person you can tell anything -- &; they would never judge you; that special person who you know that no matter what they will be there, threw good & bad .. happy ; sad.Just ...That Special Person!every girl longs for him, but its like no matter how long you search or wish for "him" .. he never shows up, We tend to obsess over the wrong guys all the time, or stick with the one who consistently hurts you over & over & over .. then when that special one does come around, you dont even notice.you know that feeling -- when you can wake up smiling, with a joy feeling in your heart, that feeling where misery & distress never has to take play cus happiness has taken over your whole body, mind & soul.all cus of one guy,That Special Person.
you see it happen to everyone else, you always wonder "when will it happen to me" ..they say patience is the key, but waiting only leads to misery